Sep 28, 2009

back to school!

hye. omigod for so long i've been staring at this blank post and that's the only word i could come up with, hye. it has been so long since i actually studied something (5months to be exact) therefore, there is some lack thereof of fresh ideas in my little pesky brain. i wish i have something really intelligent and smart to say but at the moment i really dont have any. It’s getting quite old whining all the time you know in your head about all the things that could go wrong when u should do something else. Im getting a bit paranoid about getting back out there, into the fields of educated, smart ppl who perpetually made me into this state? But, everything starts somewhere so lets see how my first lecture goes, Market Analysis for Private Investors. Happy days.

So, since its still the joyous month of eid mubarak, im going to share some of my memories. The first day, was very conventional but very delayed. The clock stopped in our presence. As usual for these past two years, in the absence of my dada there is only one resort for every raya, negeri 9. The first day itself, i woke up at 10am or so, and seriously duit raya was the first thing in mind. Food, was second. Our family was running around the house cleaning and preparing for raya on the day itself. In slow motion, everyone was tired god knows what we did the night before.. ha! My mother just came back from Genève so she was actually the one who interrupts the day and made it looooong and slooooooooow. Its more of a laid back raya.

Thus, we managed to arrive at nenek’s house by 4++pm. This year has to be the most least number of houses that we went to (boleh kira dgn jari kot) due to my mother’s jet-lag recovery. We were damn lazy to pick our melon size asses to visit cousins that we stayed at our nenek’s house and let them visit us. Ha! Genius ke tak. Plus, I got to collect ang pau’s in just one place. Love it. On a brighter note, lesser cuisines to baham, lesser consumption of guilt. Everyday I get to see relatives from distant areas and it was very tiring to update and get feedbacks on every one’s life. The normal conversation usually starts like, ‘ehhh dah besar dah! Lama x jumpa. Belajar lagi ke skrg?’ bla bla till the ultimate question in which I hate them for it ‘dah ada boyfriend dah?’ bla bla bla. Everyone was there, so we had our famous barbecue like really old school barbecue with sabut kelapa, woods, situated near a hutan.. Im terrible at cooking, but I am superb at helping. Tolong makan that is. Hahah.

Really, everything that I consumed has been correlating into my thighs, tummy and even chest. I can feel that my b**bs are expanding with the dignity of rendang kawah Aunty Mon. Seriously, if I were any man, I would want to marry her because she is the best cook in the universe. The kitchen is literally her favourite place, I asked! (and the only place I often see her at) hence, where all the delicious magic happens. Confirm tambah!

I think that should be enough for raya posting because it would take ages to stop. Oh and to name a few of the mercun’s that my brother conveniently had his friend shipped them in from Thailand was all the big guns ; mercun merdeka, mercun lemang, mercun crazy robot, thunder king etc. On a brighter note, Im excited that im going back to college to remind myself that I am doing something with my life. Plus, I miss my friends mucho. So happy raya everybody and maaf zahir batin -

Sep 17, 2009

haih

Dear Nur Zahirah,
Apologies for the delay in replying to you.
I can advise that a registration tab should now be visible in your MYUWE pages.
Kind Regards
Helen Dewar
Collaborative Programmes Administrator

no, it is still not there, i cant seem to find it anywhere in myUWE page. unless im blind forgodssake.

Sep 16, 2009

bored

pernah terfikir tak what would it cost if u could print the internet?

forward:: now u know.


Sep 13, 2009

caught up in your love with lyrics



which one is pon, which one is zi? so cute!

to do list : a week before raya


1. find kasut raya for my baju kurung, going sopping
2. register for 2nd year of degree or else i might not be listed
3. download greek...etc
4. spend last few moments with dude cos wont see her for 3 BLOODY YEARS
5. bring abang's stuff to sjmc
6. eat lots of laksam because ramadhan's almost ovah

me

this is inspired from a random blog i came across and she wrote, 'sometimes i ponder upon the fact as to why i put myself in such position to tolerate such crap' and from there it just got me thinking, what does life means? from where im standing right now all this while it just has been a few steps forward but everything still seems like a blur to me. i dont have a freaking clue to the answer my elementary teacher asked me before 'dah besar nak jadi ape?' im very clumsy, silly, FORGETFUL yes yes, and yet im taking the path where precise, accurate, facts on numbers and decisions are taken really2 seriously. it really doesnt makes sense and i dont really care whether u have a rotten childhood, chaotic lifestyle or twisted relationships because i love it! dont u think a clear blue sky can sometimes be bohring? u need the rain, and thunder or else there's nothing to talk about but dull-ness. have u ever wonder have u been making the right choices coming this far.

worse poster

this. someone should be fired for this. above is the teaser poster for the new upcoming action movie, The Takers. The heads, for starters seemed to be photoshopped and why didnt they mess with chris brown's face? instead of hottie Paul Wallie. It looks like they were cut and pasted from a totally different picture. visual pollution. The film opens in the middle of Feb next year, that centers on a group of criminals trying to pull of their last bank roberry before retiring. welcome back, PW!

Sep 11, 2009

goshh

this is NOT GOOD.
so the ever so long long loooong holiday is ending,
in less than a month life wouldnt be the same again.
much better! much more productive things to do
but, i have to register since i pass my year one, yeay!
thank you god i promise i'll TRY to be a better person in the future :D
no more rongak solats here and there.
prior to do everything online thing,
im having a problem. i cant register to myUWE
if i dont register as soon as poss,
i might NOT be listed as a student there and theres a risk
that i will be withdrawn from the programme
in which, i DO NOT want it to happen
mara has been kind enough to fund the fees, thank you god, again.
alhamdulillah.
so, have to call taylor's tomorrow to ask them
on my current worrying situation
plus, i want to be in the same class as my classmates, miss them muchoooo


Sep 3, 2009

dude

quicky :

so you're going to uk.
its been 7years aint it?
doesnt feel like it, still counting.
ill text, mail, call u, or haunt u.. u cant run away.
you're no longer held hostage of stupid laws..
god, i envy u.
doesnt matter how many times the sun rises,
i am still gonna miss ya!
i may see u next year. suprise2. mayjah :P
tc & enjoy.

i want postcards.

merci

"i want u to give me a gift just because it's monday" its thursday, but that's not the point. It really is the thought, that counts.

i wish to tell all the unrathling feelings that i had, on a piece of paper. i havent been honest about what's been bothering me lately. So, being an earthling of such weakness on verbally assaulting ppl or negative confrontations - its less hurtful to say it on a piece of sheet. i love to write what can i say and im not doing harm to the environment [technology]. i invite myself to express everything that i felt, let it be good, nor bad..sweet or bitchy to calm myself down on a piece of letter at 3am this morning. Inspiration flowed like the effects of viagra. Therefore, the result of this confrontation was the opposite of what i expected. Thus, meet my two new friends! :)

forever some odd hours ago, i thought about how the reactions would be once its been read. Mad, frustrated, happy, touched. but i stumble in awe and gratitude when he admits that what i wrote was true and hearfelt. i gave a big sound of relief as i manage to let go of every unstatisfaction that i had and he wasnt mad about it. PHEW. But, dropped by to give me these..

geeeez, thankssssssssssssssssssss.

Sep 2, 2009

burrp

im so full, eating buka puasa with the family makes a not so wholesome meal, really satisfying.

i hate it when i have to admit that you're right and im wrong
i hate it when u get mad and the world seems to revolve around u
i hate it when you're over protective of me like im a 9yr old
i hate it when things doesnt go as planned and there's no one to blame
i hate it when ure in trouble and all i can do is listen
i love it when u insists on doing the things i insists on not to when actually i want u too
i love it when u admit that you're wrong and u make quirky faces to make me laugh
i love it when u bring me roses
i love it when u cook
i love it when u drive
i love it when u call in the morning and before going to bed
i want u to give me a gift just because it's monday
i want u to remember things i dont expect u too
i want u to cool down when you're mad before you say harsh things
i love it when u think of me before work
i love it when u like cats too
i love it when u wash my car
i dont like it when you worry too much till its annoyying