MIA

this is so FUCKED UP.

lakhnat to the person who stole MokMok from us. (cat of 7/8 years)

I hope you'll rote in hell for taking my cats away from me.

I know this is fate, but its so fucked up.

im so sad and pissed.

Im now left with 5 cats, lost 2, 1 died. (and all happened within 2months)

our suspicions goes to the pak guards who are always around.

it doesnt matter if they are starving to death sekalipun, you can just ask for money or food if ure in need of it desperately, ill try to lend a hand.

but dont steal other people's precious belongings..

Been trying to find him this past two days. Rips my heart out that he's gone :(

we all cling to the most precious things/objects in our life that gives us the will to gain strength or making progress. By simply moving on and being okay with the letting go of these things it can cause an amazing relief to ourselves. But im still mourning, it's too soon to say goodbye. sob.

lil food tripping

happy fasting month to all muslims.

not so caloric treats that's really worth it :>

#1 Bazaar at Sbg - cheap and delicious. this place sells the very best Laksam i've ever tasted in S'ngor. The kuih muih's are surprisingly good too, and diabetic. It's so good i have to go there again!

#2 Bazaar at Taman Megah - not so cheap, but it's still finger licking g. this place serves the very best sup tulang ever. sumpah sedap weh & the ambience is so very G-A-Y (happy, lively)

#3 Bazaar Shah Alam - Its more 'upscale', kind of getting expensive but still offers good food. Im rolling all over the floor for its Bariyani Kambing & the best Nasi Kerabu. The meat is so tender. .mouth watering. but, the downside is there's - too much people. i warned you.

#4 Bazaar ss18 - The nasi kerabu isnt that great, but the popiah is okay. A lot of students, its more a feast for the eyes than the stomach. I would consider other places for the kuih's also. Its okay lah.

seek out delicious! & wear a mask.

lets get personal

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	nur zahirah bt mohamad
Birthday:	28 november 1989
Birthplace:	KL
Current Location:	Shah Alam
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Brown/Balck
Height:	154
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	hmm
The Shoes You Wore Today:	none, still on me comfy bed
Your Weakness:	hugs and kisses :P
Your Fears:	losing something precious
Your Perfect Pizza:	lots and lots and lots of ch......tomatoes!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	for 2010, just be happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	wtf
Thoughts First Waking Up:	this morning, mohd hafizul dah bgn sahur belum?
Your Best Physical Feature:	errr, my feet?hahah
Your Bedtime:	11pm drop-dead asleep
Your Most Missed Memory:	when the family was still intact :P
Pepsi or Coke:	tah. pepsi kot
MacDonalds or Burger King:	tah. BK
Single or Group Dates:	both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolateeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Cappuccino or Coffee:	hate both. coffee makes dizzy
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	YES
Do you Sing:	sometimes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes....
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	yes, i missed it
Do you want to get Married:	Yes
Do you belive in yourself:	hahah sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yes
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents:	maternally, yes.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	no
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	never
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	never
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes yes yes heheh
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no, mmm.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no, i have stage fright
In the past month have you been Dumped:	hahah no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	god, no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	not sure
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	hahah
How do you want to Die:	with dignity and honour
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	still searching
What country would you most like to Visit:	Nice, France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	16+
Weight:	50+
Best Clothing Style:	hiphop haha jk. simple
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	plenty
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	quite a number...
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

when your comfortable

Its insane when you feel really comfortable with another human being that gets u and appreciates life similarly to the way u do until u can just not care about everything when they're around. Let's not deny it, people use most of their spare time judging others verbally or telling others around embracing 'its a free country' statement. Thus, your guard is always up around these bunch, carefully doing things trying to avoid nasty rumors or perceptions.

However, things feel natural when you're with someone you can stay silent long enough to sink into your own pool of thoughts although they're just next to you. Then, after awhile you pick up bits of the conversation back where you left off. You spend the whole day together and at the end of it, it feels as if its too early to say goodbye. Of course when we're not used to someone we try to distance ourselves from our roots. We'll perform with a little extra effort and behave all freshen up. But, with this person, its the opposite.

Or its like when u're just comfortable enough to just fart around each other. After a sec, you'll laugh with a blank expression of 'so what?'. I fart, you fart. It is a regular healthy thing to do and a hilarious part of life.

Hey, it just means we're comfortable being ourselves and relaxed enough to know the relationship is natural and normal. Nobody chooses farting as a hobby but it's part of what makes us human and its funny when we laugh afterwards. Stink bombs, machine gun blasts, whatever you're putting out there, that's fine, thats fine..that's perfectly fine.

Now im not advocating an environment of no limits. There's nothing wrong with keeping some personal space, either. After all, maybe you do your nose-picking in the car, or burp after a very satisfying meal - if so, that's cool. I dont mind.

All im saying is that there comes to a point when you're comfortable around each other too much. That shows either you're family, close friends or completely in love.

yeah

10 awesome things i did today - lol.

#1 Waking up in the morning before the alarm clock and realising i've got some time left to sleep.. & knowing that im alive.

#2 listening to my favourite song over and over again *sara barailles - gravity* sing to it, remember the lyric and repeat it again and again until the beat get etched to the brain

#3 Slow down and deliberately parked the car at a curb at the sight of makcik jual kuih. Thank God im not in Iraq where food is available everywhere - road sides, train stations, etc

#4 Emptying my recycle bin in my computer. The World's Easiest Chore, u just cant help but to smile when all the unnecessary files, corrupted mp3's are all crumpled and trash away.

#5 Shoving handfulls of kerepek pisang into the mouth and spilling it everywhere. Get a move on, the show's getting better and it's time to stuff down big portions of salty sweet goodness in your mouth. perfect snack-of-the-day.

#6 Drinking hot chocolate while it's still hot hot. yes, it was worth it because it was a Geneve hot chocolate. I got to celebrate my day with a celebratory drink. ha!

#7 Paying the toll with the exact amount. You know these things are tedious, your in a hurry, they're in a rush... people's lining up behind you.. you just have to respect time.

#8 Giggling in a very funny way when someone close texts. Its like a brief escape from everything. wee.

#9 Looking at the clock right when the day's almost over. You know when you're so busy into the day with so many things to do - you just forget the clock even exists. It flies away and you dont even bother to check. And then, there it is..gosh its 6.30pm already. i must continue..tik tok

#10 Just smiling thinking of something really random. :D ngeh! you know the feeling, at first you were doing something and really focused then BOOM your mind starts to wander to your wildest imaginations and you're loving every moment of it.

Awesome!

hohoho

he has been so nice lately, i wonder why.

cos he was late for some work driving really fast, and i was hungry.

'i dah lambat gile nih..' and i said i'm hungry. we were like so near already and he immediately turned the wheel and made a u turn... 'okay jom beli makan dulu'. arghhh. tak perlu please.

Wish List

Its kind of a trend now making lists 'wishing' that - it would come true like what Oprah always say 'Its a miracle!' - thus, my birthday wish list.

1. A sling bag - been trying to search for one that's is not berambu2/hairy and in a perfect size. Grey, or Black. hah.

2. A Fossil time piece lol. Bribing Mr Toby to buy me one one. He smiles and ignores me though.

3. Cheeze Choc, Classic Cheese, or Oreo Cheese cake. delish.

4. A new wallet.

5. ...no idea.

Yeah, that's pretty much it. back to studying - which means scribbling and rubbing the answers until the paper's damn torn and i have to go get a new one and start all over again. fukc. - dont mess with numbers.

:0

"There is no sight on earth more appealing than the sight of a woman making dinner for someone she loves." Thomas Wolfe sexy! *inspired* but not now, too much to do. hah.

Happy 20th Birthday to my lovely BFF of uno thos tres err seven years! Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had, and i think you've learned a lot from them. Wishing you happiness and many more birthdays to bring you delight. xoxo

gosh im dying, i have to study and a lot to prepare for this coming year of degree. I sat down this morning, eating kerepek pisang and snapped that next year its going to be a handfull. i have tax, law and investment. Sounds like i'll probably get my life back in 2 years. In the meantime, stress! i work best under pressure though, and last minutes!

Watch! Alice in the Wonderland.. 'It's a place, like no other.' J Depp is in it, enuff said.

Ditto on Genting

life often meets you at defined moments where it just pisses you off and lets you down. Its hard to list the ways where life can be unpredictable because it is a journey from the moment we draw our first breath until the sec we gasp for our last. I guess, that's what makes life itself worth living, worth all the sweat, tears and blood.

If we knew what was going to happen, for example there's no need for ppl to scratch off the lottery knowing that it has high probability of winning. Thus, high anticipation and hope provokes my patience when things doesnt go as planned.

I am a minimalist, i like to keep it simple but meaningful.

I anticipated this trip to be the best of my holidays in which consist of the things i love to do ; shop and travel. What seems to be like the best thing to happen turns out to be nothing. It's a shame and im depressed. When im not in the mood, i just cant help it but become quite, subdued and x bother much.

bye bye Bandung and Jakarta. Its not UK, so i'll survive. lol.

Bububu

more pics of bubu me love.

Bubu maharajalela on the bed (see backgroud, Cham)

thats him posing. halahala

candid. look at that furr, so fluffy.

been ages

since my last post.

writer's block like seriously and pure lazyness.

gosh, a lot of things happened & i dont know where to begin with.

lets just start with the lost of two of my precious babies, bubu and lucy. *sobs*

Lucy, in the middle ; loving mother & house cat

King Bubu

First it was Lucy, my exception of life. Everytime i look and play with her its like a muse.

She's so clean, fragile and nice, irreplacable.

The cause of death was tragic for Lucy, i was crying in front of the neighbours..

and practically flood the house with tears. ugliest moment in my life.

Bubu went missing for a week and didnt come back home since.

feel so depressed. yes, life and death is in the hands of God.

peace and love for both of you! miss you so much.

Why? didnt i lavished them with tender loving care. ha.

Now im left with 6, sikit! OMG, have to face 6 more deaths - impossible.

p/s: buried Lucy in our backyard, my mother even planted bunga 'melor' on top of it.