towards new

first, it is about acceptance. if u ever change your mind, think back. bring ur thoughts way back to the times when things are sweeter.

then, let it go. it is not that hard when you're not holding anything back. a grudge, etc.

it is doable, have faith.

move on.

feel better!

generally.

nak!

its so unfair when both of my brother's are using Iphone now, thus comes my inner jealousy of having a new one too! its a battle between these two, the grey one E71 is the latest version of E63 however, the keypads are a little bit smaller and it doesnt come in red. I've practiced a number of times using my mum's blackberry qwerty keypads and i love it! i cant wait to get my hands on one of these. texxting will get so much better! daddy, birthday, please? :D

rolling on the bed

im determined to undermine all the worries that i have now, and live with it. today is the last attempt to correct my schedules align with my friend's as how it has been like before. I have made friends, and i love my friends, and now awkward as it is i have to enter a week's classes to a room of aliens. Macy, Wen Yi has been terribly nice, including Ahmed who accompanied me through the most boring classes that i wish i was asleep. I dont mind making friends, but it is still not the same without them - the ones i grew bitchy and obnoxious with. Furthermore, im grouped with another intake in which i know no one, and even though i try to know them it still needs effort and time to get to THAT stage where u fart, i fart, i dont care. Its just so demotivating? Im late for class, xoxo.