back to school!

hye. omigod for so long i've been staring at this blank post and that's the only word i could come up with, hye. it has been so long since i actually studied something (5months to be exact) therefore, there is some lack thereof of fresh ideas in my little pesky brain. i wish i have something really intelligent and smart to say but at the moment i really dont have any. It’s getting quite old whining all the time you know in your head about all the things that could go wrong when u should do something else. Im getting a bit paranoid about getting back out there, into the fields of educated, smart ppl who perpetually made me into this state? But, everything starts somewhere so lets see how my first lecture goes, Market Analysis for Private Investors. Happy days.

So, since its still the joyous month of eid mubarak, im going to share some of my memories. The first day, was very conventional but very delayed. The clock stopped in our presence. As usual for these past two years, in the absence of my dada there is only one resort for every raya, negeri 9. The first day itself, i woke up at 10am or so, and seriously duit raya was the first thing in mind. Food, was second. Our family was running around the house cleaning and preparing for raya on the day itself. In slow motion, everyone was tired god knows what we did the night before.. ha! My mother just came back from Genève so she was actually the one who interrupts the day and made it looooong and slooooooooow. Its more of a laid back raya.

Thus, we managed to arrive at nenek’s house by 4++pm. This year has to be the most least number of houses that we went to (boleh kira dgn jari kot) due to my mother’s jet-lag recovery. We were damn lazy to pick our melon size asses to visit cousins that we stayed at our nenek’s house and let them visit us. Ha! Genius ke tak. Plus, I got to collect ang pau’s in just one place. Love it. On a brighter note, lesser cuisines to baham, lesser consumption of guilt. Everyday I get to see relatives from distant areas and it was very tiring to update and get feedbacks on every one’s life. The normal conversation usually starts like, ‘ehhh dah besar dah! Lama x jumpa. Belajar lagi ke skrg?’ bla bla till the ultimate question in which I hate them for it ‘dah ada boyfriend dah?’ bla bla bla. Everyone was there, so we had our famous barbecue like really old school barbecue with sabut kelapa, woods, situated near a hutan.. Im terrible at cooking, but I am superb at helping. Tolong makan that is. Hahah.

Really, everything that I consumed has been correlating into my thighs, tummy and even chest. I can feel that my b**bs are expanding with the dignity of rendang kawah Aunty Mon. Seriously, if I were any man, I would want to marry her because she is the best cook in the universe. The kitchen is literally her favourite place, I asked! (and the only place I often see her at) hence, where all the delicious magic happens. Confirm tambah!

I think that should be enough for raya posting because it would take ages to stop. Oh and to name a few of the mercun’s that my brother conveniently had his friend shipped them in from Thailand was all the big guns ; mercun merdeka, mercun lemang, mercun crazy robot, thunder king etc. On a brighter note, Im excited that im going back to college to remind myself that I am doing something with my life. Plus, I miss my friends mucho. So happy raya everybody and maaf zahir batin -