me

this is inspired from a random blog i came across and she wrote, 'sometimes i ponder upon the fact as to why i put myself in such position to tolerate such crap' and from there it just got me thinking, what does life means? from where im standing right now all this while it just has been a few steps forward but everything still seems like a blur to me. i dont have a freaking clue to the answer my elementary teacher asked me before 'dah besar nak jadi ape?' im very clumsy, silly, FORGETFUL yes yes, and yet im taking the path where precise, accurate, facts on numbers and decisions are taken really2 seriously. it really doesnt makes sense and i dont really care whether u have a rotten childhood, chaotic lifestyle or twisted relationships because i love it! dont u think a clear blue sky can sometimes be bohring? u need the rain, and thunder or else there's nothing to talk about but dull-ness. have u ever wonder have u been making the right choices coming this far.