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life sometimes has its mysterious ways of making it seemingly harder by the minute, but nonetheless im still loving it so far ;) hows yours? hm until now. my blog has been stripped down naked like how skanky O'day displayed her tata's on playboy because of some forced technical glitch. Now my blog is bareless, all my pieces of hard work (junks really) are gone and i have to start all over again from scratch. more space to babble then, whatever.

i dont have feelings these past few days, or in the old fashioned malay saying, 'xde perasaan'. Maybe its the Riri effect, i dont know. It has unfortunately been post phoned to a soon to be announced date which is in March - God please dont it be the same date as J Mraz's. I guess that's the fun of being me, i dont really care about anything toooo much besides my cats & family :P because i think life is not all about frustration, sadness, tears or anger - its a twist of that under a pile of more fun stuff on top. wow i feel like a grown up already, kidds. love this new song by beyonce featuring r kelly. If i were a boy, i would consider shaving the unwanted first and other hygienic things. then, ill love, cherish, respect and give loads of presents to my girl ;)

[Beyonce:]

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what i wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted, and I'd never get confronted for it

Cuz they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

'Cuz I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

'Cuz he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

[R. Kelly:]

If you were a boy

Then, girl, you'd understand

You need to stop listenin' to your friends

Love, respect, and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys

And sometimes flirt with the girls

I should be able to roll out, as long as I'm comin' home to you

And give you the world

But you're not a boy

So you don't have a clue

How I work and pay the bills

How everything I do is for you

[Beyonce:]

I'd listen to her

'Cuz I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

'Cuz he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

[Beyonce:]

If I were a boy (If I were a girl)

I would turn off my phone (I wouldn't play games)

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think that I was sleeping alone (girl you that's wrong)

I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

'Cuz I know that she'd be faithful

Waiting for me to come home, to come home

[R. Kelly:]

But you're not a boy

So you can't understand

You are not a perfect woman

And I am not a perfect man

[Beyonce:]

I'd listen to her

'Cuz I know how it hurts (and I know how you feel)

When you lose the one you wanted

'Cuz he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed (said I'm sorry)

[Beyonce:]

It's a little too late for you to come back

[R. Kelly:]

But I can't let you go, 'cuz I'm too attached

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy....