pointless

My friend's right, she deleted her blog and now i find this blog, pointless as well. I dont see why do i need to continue on writing when there's no motivation driving me to do so. I've lost the passion to write, I've lost that feeling. All i see is a blank white canvas that only gives me a writer's block. It used to be something that i love, to  put memories into words, to rant just about anything. I am the type of person who gets bored easily...i strive for having adventures in life, in order to be happy...you must do the things that makes you happy and be surrounded by people who makes you happy. Im thankful for those people, Aminnn. But i dont see the point of writing anymore, i hate restrictions, please let this spirit fly free. prolly going to try tumblr now. lol. 

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin to all.
I have no words to decsribe this year's incredible Raya celebration with the family. Although di dalam kegembiraan ada juga kesedihan, tapi all in all it's something to be remembered. Most of all, THE FOOD OMG SO GOOD :D But it is the last year that i'll be getting duit raya :(( cheers!

:)

got this from a friend and he agrees as well. i love this piece. if you've already got one like this, then he is a real keeper ladies...lucky us! :D


"You may not be her first, her last or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together.
but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes..
hold on to her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break, her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyse and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad,
and miss her when she's not there."

Bob Marley.

fly

Mariah Carey - Butterfly


When you love someone so deeply 
They become your life 
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside 
Blindly I imagined I could 
Keep you under glass 
Now I understand to hold you 
I must open up my hands and watch you rise 

Spread you wings and prepare to fly 
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh) 
Fly abandonedly into the sun 
If you should return to me 
We truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly 
Butterfly 

I have learned that beauty 
Has to flourish in the light 
Wild horses run unbridled 
Or their spirit dies 
You have given me the courage 
To be all that I can 
And I truly feel your heart will 
Lead you back to me when you're 
Ready to land 

Spread your wings and prepare to fly 
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh) 
Fly abandonedly into the sun 
If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be 
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly) 
Butterfly (butterfly) 

I can't pretend these tears 
Aren't overflowing steadily 
I can't prevent this hurt from 
Almost overtaking me 
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye) 
For you'll never be mine 
Until you know the way it feels to fly 


Spread your wings and prepare to fly 
For you have become a butterfly 
Fly abandonedly into the sun 
If you should return to me 
We truly were meant to be (you and I) 
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly) 
Butterfly 
So flutter through the sky 
Butterfly 
Fly 
Spread your wings and fly 
Butterfly. 

Anni

he actually wrote something in the card...finally <3

He told me that he didn't had any time to devise any elaborate plan on our Anniversary due to his hectic working life and that he didn't manage to find me a gift. I was all okaylahh xpelahhh in front of him when actually i was pretty sad inside because i would be the only one giving a gift...not fair right?! haha! this went on through the whole night in which i tried really hard NOT TO be sad or anything and tried to compose myself, keep my cool, it's okay i'm so going to ask for a double present next time! hah! 

But then, i think he knew how bad i'm at lying and sadness was written all over my face no matter how i tried to hide it. So, he went out for a bit, came back with the above picture and a card on top, which he had prepared in advanced. BOO YAH. All nicely wrapped with the sweetest card, haihh. My face instantly lit up and i told him he could seriously win an award in acting because i really fell for his sad story. thank yoooooou for the surprise present, i love it :)

Saisaki, our first FEW plates

I'm a Japanese food freak and Saisaki is a buffet style restaurant in KL where we had our dinner that night, it serves Japanese, Korean and Thai food. Although he's NOT a fan of sushi he he he but when it comes to celebrations, it is my classic excuse to come and eat here! hea-vennn.

I've never been happier with anyone else except when i'm with you, you bring joy and happiness into my life and it seems so effortless. I can be very annoying, stubborn and impossible sometimes and yet you stay. Thank you very much for your dedication, love, care and attention that has been nurturing our relationship as time progresses. Now, I've realized that my feelings for you just keeps on growing everyday. As my guards are down, this is me raw and at my most vulnerable, placing my gentle beating heart straight into your palms..i know it'll be safe with you, always. You've made me fallen in love with the real you and not just a whole bunch of words. This fall is nothing i ever expected but everything that i could ever wanted. All i know is that it could go one forever, IF nothing gets in the way :) Love You Mucho, hopefully to kingdom come yo!