been ages

since my last post.

writer's block like seriously and pure lazyness.

gosh, a lot of things happened & i dont know where to begin with.

lets just start with the lost of two of my precious babies, bubu and lucy. *sobs*

Lucy, in the middle ; loving mother & house cat

King Bubu

First it was Lucy, my exception of life. Everytime i look and play with her its like a muse.

She's so clean, fragile and nice, irreplacable.

The cause of death was tragic for Lucy, i was crying in front of the neighbours..

and practically flood the house with tears. ugliest moment in my life.

Bubu went missing for a week and didnt come back home since.

feel so depressed. yes, life and death is in the hands of God.

peace and love for both of you! miss you so much.

Why? didnt i lavished them with tender loving care. ha.

Now im left with 6, sikit! OMG, have to face 6 more deaths - impossible.

p/s: buried Lucy in our backyard, my mother even planted bunga 'melor' on top of it.