doses of mushy

So, it has been a kind Thursday, so far. I’ve worked up a sweat, watched The Kardashians, ate peanut butter and chocolate sandwich and now I’m about to write something really cheesy, do you mind? ;)

In the mornings, you’ll wake up with a smile when he greets you with a simple good morning wish. Or else, something is seriously wrong and I should be worried. He has loads of unsettled documents waiting for him and has tons of things to attend to but nevertheless, he never fails to check up on you from time to time. He is someone who is capable of building bridges or run up a mountain, if he wanted to. Simply because, he does more than what he says as the proverb goes, action speaks louder than words.

Within months, getting to know him was a blessing – it felt like years. He is someone who puts himself before others especially during tough times because he sets priorities unlike me (sedar diri..). Within minutes of spending time together, you’ll notice those little things that he does, makes you want to pinch yourself, like is he for real?! Or am i dreaming?! *pinches even harder* – cutting your food for you, acting all interested on how was your day like (nodding, asking questions, and laughs at the appropriate moments), always coming up with new places to eat at so that you won’t get bored, mind reads on the dessert that you’re dying to have at that very second.

He would hold you when there’s a big bumper ahead afraid that you would miraculously jump out of your seat and spring out through the window, and apologises afterwards, gets all cranky when someone isn’t treating you nicely, waits for you even though he is starving, drives all over KL just to find somewhere that you could enjoy eating at, driving and making you laugh at the same time, gives you flowers, wipes that stain on your mouth, makes sure that you’re okay and treats you right. Consistently.

Believe me, he has his flaws but I haven’t found it yet, not one that I can’t bear with so far :P (only that, he smokes & fakes a smile when he’s actually freaking tired. BOO!). Furthermore, we are world’s apart personality wise and in comparison I might sound (blabs) like the wise one, but actually he is. He talks less, and I whine all the time – that's when he claims to be a good listener which scores him points with the ladies.

However, I hate the fact that he has things under control and could even juggle a bicycle at the same time when I really am, a mess. I think its permanent damage, i couldn't be repaired. Once, we were eating at TGIF and i was trying to remain calm when actually it was so damn hard to cut through the chicken that I embarrassed myself and unintentionally made it fly across the table with people staring over. shitttttt. That was before we were together and oh how he enjoyed laughing afterwards?! Since that little incident, he cuts my chicken just to make sure we won't throw good food to waste. Haha. Malu. Or when we were both having breakfast together and I wasn’t being careful enough that I spilled Milo ice all over the table and all over his car keys. Again, making a fool of myself. But, he went to the counter and took some tissues to wipe it off the table – and unfortunately made it compulsory to mock me for the rest of the day. Is that really necessary? Boo you.

I could seriously go on and on forever, because of how grateful it has been having you around, its overwhelming :)

teeheee *pukes*

i feel sort of exposed writing all this but, my stomach is screaming for foooooood and i'm about to eat an elephant. have a nice weekend (: