floating

I don't feel at ease these couple of days, like something's not right. I sense that there will be hardship coming my way soon and capture all the fun away. Though it might not be as tormenting as the wrath of hell, but deep down inside i know that it's enough to squeeze me through my last drop of sweat. This feeling lingers in me, like a trapped secret waiting for someone to release it out in the open. The thing is, i have no idea whats been bugging me  because so far life has been kind enough lately bringing happiness into my life. It might be the thought of going back to college - the sleepless nights, deadlines to catch and finals to score..after a long long long summer break that doesn't sound inviting at all. But, it might be other things too. hm. I just hope it doesn't take an unfavorable turn.

See, sometimes we girls are so twisted in our own little ways acting all smart by thinking too much about unnecessary things and what do we get??? wrinkles and headaches. And then we would start to think about anti-aging products and how much it cost and this and that....it never ends......i wonder how guys manage to put up with this?? 

ahhh life.